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Trevor

Registrant
hospitals suck
evrytime i go in there
they make it seem like
evrything is my fault
an if i just take my
medicine an do what they
say then evrything will
be better. but its nevr
really better. and they
dont even bothr to ask me
why i am like i am in the
first place. they just
wanna fix me but they dont
even know whats broke!
 
Trev,

I totally agree with you. I just got out yesterday. It's the same old crap in there. Go to groups, eat and talk to other patients. I'm done with going to hospitals unless its some kind of long term care place for a month or two where I can really address my issues. I tell the docs about whats going on but they just don't seem to know what type of care I need. I also like the fact when they ask me what I think I need and tell them. Then they suggest something else. My psychiatrist asked what meds he thinks I should be on and then I discussed his zodiac sign with him. Now he believes in the zodiac signs. Shit, I wrote my own prescription and gave him therapy about himself. I should have charged him the $150.00. Fuck it, I'm taking the bull by the horns and doing my own thing now. Life is way too short for this. I'm done. I'm going to do my own research.
 
no shit
and the stupid nurses
come in an wake u up
in the middle of the nite
to give u sleeping
pills like what kind of
fucking sense does that
make?
the first time i ever got
sent in aftr i tried to
kill myself one of the doctrs
actualy asked me if i was
sucidal. wtf?
 
Trevor, no chance of them ever knowing.
None of the docs I have seen know fuck all, nor do psyche docs.

At least you have these guys to turn to, they know more than all the docs put together :p

ste
 
ya thats tru
nobody else i
know gives a shit
thats 4 sure.
the 2nd time i was
in a hospital cuz
i went crazy the security
dudes there were fucking
mean. ther was this othr
guy who i shared a room
with and he kept pissing
his bed cuz he was scared
i guess and like evrytime somebody
yelld at him he would piss
himself. sothe security
gard dudes gave him all kinds
of shit and they beat him up
and evrything.
i felt bad 4 him cuz he
couldnt help it but i
didnt act like iw as his
friend eithr
i wondr sometimes wat happend
to him
 
Hang on in there, I went to an anxiety management group yesterday and felt like hanging myself.
If it was sooo easy to manage it, I spent all my life trying.

They just brought up loads of hidden anger at their childish approach.

Get real folks, forget it, they will never know,

ste
 
hospitals are there to "help" you, but they dont really help shit. they dont have any idea what they are doing. i dont know about like programs and things so maybe you would have better luck with those like MDR said. but hospitals, forget them.
 
well im all done w
going to hospitals and
seeing dumb ass doctors
anyways
 
The only good thing I did learn, is to keep your own mind safe.

Teaching me coping skills I had to learn as a child is no hope, and I will tell them when its over,

ste
 
i love tool
there my favorite
rite now.
i went an saw them
wen they were at the
tweeter center a couple
months ago.
my sister hates them and
she hates all the music
i listen to :) i play it
loud an it pisses her
off heehee

all the doctrs out there
can just kiss my ass
 
Did you................ever really try to connect with any of the staff there? Did you treat them with respect? They might make a better attempt to really help you, rather than just "do their job" if they see the witty and cynical side of your personality that we see here.

What kind of person are you when you're there? The angry/bitter/not talking type patient or the one we see here?

Try to make the best of the situation that is not totally in your control ok?
 
im the same there as
i am here.
this is just who
i am. im not trying
to be anything or
any 1 that im not
i nevr tried to
connect with anybody.
an im tired of things
not being in my
control
 
Well sometimes a different approach/attitude might improve your situation there. Will you ever have to go back?
 
if i try to hurt myself
or somebody else or if
i get in a rage or get
suicidal theyll try and
make me go back.
 
hospitals can be a pretty depressing place. it isnt like they really know or care about you as a person. you are just a case, another hapless victim that they run through the mill.

consider thier side for a moment. day in, day out, they have people coming past them, troubled people. many there are suicidal, some may even do it at some point. even here, you can see how hard it is when someone becomes stuck. if you try too hard, and give too much, and that person ends up hurting themselves or someone else, you lose part of yourself. reaching out to hurting people comes at a risk. there is always the chance you will be hurt in the end. all it takes is once of that, and people in the hospital learn to quickly detach from it. they learn to treat you as just another patient. they remove your humanity for thier own protection. i wish that wasnt the case, but it is. you have to place yourself outside of their suffering, or thier suffering will pull you under too.
 
its kinda hard to think
about their side when i
dont even wanna be there in the
1st place. so im forced to be
there then they treat me like
shit? fuck them and fuck that.
u know one time i was there an
i was freaking out cuz they had
me restrained but they didnt GET
that being restrained was making
me freak out u know? all they
had to do was take them off
an i would of calmed down. so it
took like an hour and having
fucking flashbacks till my sistr
got there and told them
 
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