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OnceInnocent
Registrant
amen. same here man.Thanks man for the hugs.
I am constantly feeling like I’m drowning and that each wave of painful memories will one day be the undoing of me.
The dungeon of my mind is so dark that when light shines in there I all I see a scared little boy that was used and abused. I am overwhelmed by my past the pain is really bad right now. I hope I still hope that things will actually have a more permanence of normal.
Normal for me means an end to this constant returning to the darkness of those rooms, a freedom from the pain and suffering.