hope friend is ok

[markgreyblue]

i had a friend recently -
who opened my world -
he helped see who i was
as tragic as the abuse had been for me
i know the abuse had been equally if not more
abusive for him - probably tragically so -

i miss my friend and i hope
he is ok -
there were tough times - yet

i hope with love and christ - though -
he can find an acceptance of himself -
and acceptance of my and others shortcomings

i don't think i will ever hear from him -
there were rough times - we both hurt -

he's one of the strongest people i know -

merry christmas friend -

i will always think of you -

you may never think of me again-

that does not matter - thank you so much

god bless-

markgreyblue

 

[markgreyblue]

a sad christmas moment -

clinging to the past

we are all on our own road

needing to grow in the way

that helps us on our "journey"

if we don't we stay in the same

place spinning - making the

same mistakes over and over -

it's important just to move on -

to be on your way - not flippantly

or disreguardingly - but i think

in a way that makes some sense of my

experience - how it has affected my behavior-

which may contrast to what i know and believe

will get me where i want to go -

that's pretty cool-

this may seem abstract - and this is kind of

a "socratic" statement - but

know where i am going now -

- to care is important -

- it's more important to where "my oxygen mask"

first - before i can, and would only ever be able
to then, help someone else!

Happy Christmas All!!!!

Markgreyblue!!!!