honest feelings
willtobecomplete
Registrant
hi, everyone!
Hope your great today. This is my first post here and I want to tell you all how great you are, and what an awesome place this is. I have been going back and fourth with myself as to weather or not I should even post anything because I didn't know where to begin, but as I was reading some posts today I got to the truth of why I have been procrastinating, like the quote I luv, " There is always atleast two reasons a man does something, the reason that sounds good, and the real reason." The real reason is that I was once again givving in to that powerfull message implanted and resonating through my being that says, " you are worthless, and you arn't worhty of this much support and good stuff" this makes me very sad I this voice is still very much alive. Then i read the post, someone else that is new here and just starting the long journey to healing, and his post inspired me not to give in once again and retreat to firmillar darkness.
Feelings and emotions are pretty new and overwhelming, but writing this is making me feel pretty good!
Thanks,
Calg
Hope your great today. This is my first post here and I want to tell you all how great you are, and what an awesome place this is. I have been going back and fourth with myself as to weather or not I should even post anything because I didn't know where to begin, but as I was reading some posts today I got to the truth of why I have been procrastinating, like the quote I luv, " There is always atleast two reasons a man does something, the reason that sounds good, and the real reason." The real reason is that I was once again givving in to that powerfull message implanted and resonating through my being that says, " you are worthless, and you arn't worhty of this much support and good stuff" this makes me very sad I this voice is still very much alive. Then i read the post, someone else that is new here and just starting the long journey to healing, and his post inspired me not to give in once again and retreat to firmillar darkness.
Feelings and emotions are pretty new and overwhelming, but writing this is making me feel pretty good!
Thanks,
Calg