highs lows & everything inbetween
I am going through all these different mood swings. I'll be alright one minute and terrible the next. Look up at the world one minute, down at my feet the next. I'm paranoid as hell my anxiety is rushing, my body gets twitchy, and I get super aware and jumpy. It's ridiculous. I'm sleeping until like 4 or 5 in the afternoon and even then, I don't want to get out of bed. It's like, I'm terrified of the world. I dont even want to look at people. My sex drive is way up and it's making me go crazy. I feel like I'm losing control of reality.