Hi...
I know it has been quite a long time since I have been here but life has become easier since the load lifted. I worked on me and really started exploring my circumstances and really really re-examined our family dynamic. The fact that my brother physically abused me came to the forefront in therapy. The key words are 'in therapy' because after I worked on myself and grew to understand more and how deeply it scarred me, I turned out of nowhere to confront it over a trigger. Regardless of any of it I finally realized I had to own it in order to control it. When I accepted that I understood that the abuse continued in mental form over the years... shouldn't be surprising and put even more pieces of the puzzle together. I found an amazing therapist and I am on a journey with her now too as I am her first case. A beautiful soul of Metis heritage that understands on a deeper level.
I beg you, whatever your circumstances. Keep working on you for the rewards of being freed in the end are worth it. My real work is just beginning now......
I beg you, whatever your circumstances. Keep working on you for the rewards of being freed in the end are worth it. My real work is just beginning now......
