Even with the best trauma therapist, it can be very difficult to share the details of our journey, especially those related to the trauma. I'm choosing at the moment to not return to therapy in part because I don't want to start all over again trying to explain how I came to be as messed up as I've been for most of my life... and continue to be at times. Fortunately, we have Male Survivor where we can share what is happening in our lives, confident we will be received without judgment by men who are willing to offer support. So, glad you came back Alex. I think of this website as an oasis where we come for refreshment...