hi everyone

hi everyone
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Paultje

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I'm Paul,

I was raped and prostituted as a kid, by my granddad (he told me the same happened to my dad & uncle and i'm quite sure there are a lot more victims).
Anyway, it started at a very early age, which made it possible to create multiple personalities to comfort and protect myself. Because i was mostly used as a hole, most of my alters are female.
I live in Holland and my native language is dutch, though i think i can manage writing in English well enough (there aren't many dutch sites like this anyway). I live with my daughter, my girlfriend, her 6 kids, 1 dog, 2 cats, 3 rabbits, 1 bird, 1 snake and 2 lizards and i work as a software developer.
The main reason to come here, is because having did makes me feel to much different from the people around me. I just like to get to know more people like me. If i have any problems with my past, i guess most of it has to do with relationships and how to encourage my partner to avoid starting fights with me (she doesn't want to either, of course). Right now avoiding problems is fully my responsability which doesn't feel right (in my opinion a relationship is the responsablity of more than 1 person, but i'm a little to complex for her to cope with).

Anyway, hello to you all!
 
Hi Paul, I know there are several people here that have DID's. I am sure they will be around shortly.
I am really sorry that your granddad did that to you.
The nice thing about MS is there is usually some one here all the time.
 
hi lostcowboy,

First: thanxs for telling me about this site (on Pandys.org i'm Paul, as you probably already expected). Paultje is dutch for little Paul.

MS seems really big, there are a lot of people here, which is great to me (though it's sad to know there are so many people who need a place like this).
I'm in a different timezone than most people (western europa), so the fact that there's usually someone around is quite important to me!

Thanxs!
 
Paul
there's a few Europeans here, and the forums are very busy when compared to other sites.
But the main activity in the chat room is evening in the USA, early morning for us!

there's great support and help here as well, and if you need to know anything, please ask one of the Moderators, we're here to help.

Dave
 
Hi Paul, sorry you have to find this place, but I guess you are glad you did.

It sucks having DID, but at least your personalities sound like you have control over them and they dont hurt.

I have been to Holland lots of times, and all the people are friendly, and most I find speak English anyhow.

Welcome,

ste
 
Paul,

Welcome.

Dave
 
Welcome to MS Paul,

Glad you were able to find this place (and I agree that it is indeed sad that there are so many people that need a place like this)

Sorry your granddad did such things to you - relatives should take care of us better than that!

I'm sure you'll make many new friends here...

TJ jeff
 
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