Hello rosemarysbaby,
I am sorry for your reason to be here, but glad for you to have found and joined us here at MS.
A little over a year ago, my therapist suggested a group setting, as an addition to my individual counseling sessions.
I quickly put an end to that suggestion, I was just not ready for that.
But since then, I found and joined MS, I have recently attended a mini WoR in Toronto, and I feel a little more human.
I liken recovery from CSA to a marathon, even if I would prefer it to be a sprint.
So I would offer this....
Take your time, read and learn as much as you can from others here as well as from books on the subject.
When you are ready, speak your truth.
The MS community will be there to support you in whatever way we can, because we get it.
Welcome, take care and keep well.