hhow to get ofver theh fearr?
bben siick agin, knoww in hehad thtat i nedd see dooctor or goo hosopital, so scferd right noow. bben i hospitaal 5 timems sinc emay, oonnce was for suruggery, onnnce for ttryingn ennd of mysellf, but o ther titmes for being llike siick likke noww. tttwo ties they ttie me down on bedd, sccarel me. havefrined comingg overeher noww, bbut stil sccaree for her tot take me. thhrowiing uup llot, thoriwn gugp some bblodd, ffeverr for most off wekk. hhow i ccan go andnot be sscreed?