hey england
i'm a great fan of john wayne. but that is old history. i'm a bigger fan of the friends here that have been so supportive in their messages back to me as i'm not the culprit for what happened in my childhood. the shit that happened sometimes infuriates me but the person that done that to me is long gone as she has died. to hold this shit in for 40 years and longer is a killer. i wish to thank each and everyone that responded to me. there is no way i can express my feelings other than elation for the lift i now have for my self and most of all for my wife and the grandson we are raising. as i read the other night of the guy that wrote he was frightened when he seen a person loving his children and hope it was just natural love.i look at my grandson and i swear if anyone ever hurts him anyway there will be more than shit to pay........thanks again from theduke