Hello! New here.

[crptxylh]

Somebody gave this example a while ago and I find it really helpful, would you feel the same way if a six-year-old boy that you cared about came and told you what was happening would you blame him. Would you say this is your fault, cause you went back to the porn, you went back to the abuser. Would you lay the blame on his little shoulders like you’re doing on your own. Or would you wanna hug him and do everything in your power to protect him from this, I suspect that’s would be your response.

Wow! I had never thought of it that way. It sounds so cruel when it's put that way but you're right it's exactly what I have been doing to myself.

 

[crptxylh]

Welcome. You have found a place that others will provide a willing ear and give you a place where you are not alone in this journey. I was also molested beginning at age 5 and once I was 8 or 9 I began seeking out others to use me for pleasure as I enjoyed the attention I am an older guy that is here if you want to reach out.

Thanks for the welcome!

 

[LittleSteve]

Wow! I had never thought of it that way. It sounds so cruel when it's put that way but you're right it's exactly what I have been doing to myself.

Try and give yourself the grace and the love and support he would give to that other little boy you deserve it.