Hello Again. long time no see.
Hi just wanted to say hi cause I havnet been on for a long time, but ive been through some shit, and Ive had a lot fo stuff to deal with, I moved away form my 'freinds' house I just couldnt take it, his friend kept bothering me all the time, and well what he did was the last straw, i will speak about it later, but just wanted to let everyone know in still here, (thats if your interested) im living in a house with my friend Dave, hes nice and knows about my past and what I am, so thats good, but ive been kind of depressed lately and sometimes I feel like im slipping and falling, and when I do fall no one will pick me up, i kepp crying all day and sleep alot too, its shit, i mean i feel shit, my friend Dave showed me a port folio of photos of me before i got raped, (for my dancing and acting career that never took off.) and I saw it and just cried, i looked normal in it and now I look at my self and i look empty, i feel empty, maybe ill let people on here see the pictures some time and see what you all think, I just had to come on here, again, because i miss you all and your my only family now, and i just feel so alone in the real world, and i feel like i can be accepted here, i miss you all. and I just want to go some where where I can, i dont know im just stuck i dont know what to do, i just had to come here, because i know that I miss you all.