Healthy sexuality

[parttimecop]

I had posted before asking what healthy sexuality was and how you devlope it. Well I think I know what it is now. It is not about me and what I think or desire or even what I think I desire. It is a healthy relationship with another.

I have struggled this week. Falling very badly in battle with pornography and spirituality and selfishness. However I also count this week as a blessing. I have rediscovered grace and something wholesome I was not sure I would ever find.

What brings this on is what happened today at my girlfriend's house. As I was leaving we kissed. And in that moment I knew something wholesome and good. I was not worried about my abuse or my sins or any troubles. I touched something good and was just in the moment. As soon as it happened I was aware and said to myself, "So this is what healthy sexuality is like"

I just thought I would share my shining moment.

 

[learning2remember]

Very cool. Thanks for sharing. It helps.

 

[Brayton]

I am glad that you have found some relief.

 

[phoster]

the dark side of it is that the other stuff is powerful. porn and the like are very thrilling and addicting. at first intimacy feels so fresh and new it is very powerful, but take care of it. it is easy to loose.