hard time knowing how to stop

[markgreyblue]

i work hard at most things
i mean

i get caugt up in the details too

but -

like this morning - i was working out

it was a good workout -

but i wasn't sure if i was going easy

or if i should push myself -

i pushed myself -

more and more -

it was a very thorough workout -

but i felt so odd after it -

good

but then came home

and had things to do - emptied the dishwasher and laundry folding -

took out the garbage -

needed to rest but not stop

made breakfast -

took apart a table and moved it into my office and reassembled it - so I could have a desk -

brought the chair and stuff up -

too -

then set it all up =

tired -

not know how to stop or what rest is -

boring - but

so tired - like zombie somewhat -

went to the cafe had a chox bar -
and coffee and made a list of what to do -

need stuff - shopping - prep for immigration meeting - and search for work -

ugg -
oh poor me -
lol

but feel odd -

M

 

[markgreyblue]

it be better if someone here i guess -

M

 

[EGL]

Hi Mark,

Sounds like you had a busy morning. I do that at times, stay busy doing things so I don't think about other things. It can be a good thing in that I get really productive during those times. But then again, it's a means of avoidance as well for me.

 

[reality2k4]

Mark,

you will soon have less to do, when you have been through all of that and find a job, settle back a little and make your fortune,

heads up,

ste