going home
ive been having a rough time lately with therapy and family issues and wanting to give up on this whole healing stuff. and ive decided to give up for awhile. nto forever, but for now. my brother tried to kill himself last night. hes gonna be ok. but i just need to take a step back from all of this. im going to go stay with my parents for awhile. i know that is probably the worst choice in so many ways but i need to take some time off work and i cant afford to take care of myself right now. anyway. ill be back at some point. but thanks to everyone for being so supportive and awesome. i love you guys.