going backwards
seekeroftruth
Registrant
I have been working with my therapist on my childhood sex abuse. The more we talk about it the worse I feel, like im going backwards in life, not forward. im plagued by old thoughts and feelings. Sometimes I feel almost out of control wanting to act out. im really confused and conflicted, why is it, that what I was made to do as a child, making me aroused. I don't want to be, but don't seem to be able to stop the thoughts.