getting better -

[markgreyblue]

i feel some humility here -
i am so grateful for the patience and love and support you all have shown me - i find

myself now in Boston -

and I am again brought to question so much -
the thing i am coming to know - are

good - to know for day to day relationships with myself and respectful knowing of what others may
have been given through the grace of god -

i have need to think about things - to really understand -

maybe i got a little on a high horse - a know it all state - because i had to fight to get anything - and so a sort of protective attitude -???

in any case - i am seeing we are all dealt a set of cards - and we all can do so much -

harsh treatment of each other is not a good idea in my book - but again - I really believe and love the notion of self responsibility and hard work -

i kind of feel the old adage idle hands are the work of the d...

when i have a good focus - i don't drink - i don't do shit that hurts me - and i am adding to pulling my own weight - so i can be there for friends in need - and the ppl i love -

there is that tug of war - of how much can i give - before i am putting myself in danger -

anyway -

xoxoxox()) hi guys -!
love

Mark

 

[Leosha]

Mark,

I am glad you are doing better as you write this.

I agree with you, in general, that harsh treatment of each other is not helpful. However, what is 'harsh treatment' to one person may well be 'speaking reality' or 'tough love' to another. All is not always what it seems. And keeping each other wrapped in cotten wool is not going to help us either.

I am glad you are treating yourself better, with the respect you deserve.

Leosha