Frustration
Brian76
Registrant
Hey all. I cannot seem to heal in a way that doesn't bring more negativity to my marriage. My wife tells me all I ever talk about anymore is my mental state as I try to get better. I wish I could express how I feel without causing strife.
She is supportive but seems to be growing tired it all. She feels we have no future and most of not all of this is due to my constant tripping up as I try to become an actual functioning adult male in my mid 40s. I don't feel I am very mature as I still feel emotionally still 13 years old. I struggle to find a therapist I feel can address my concerns.
When I am being negative or going on too much about my feelings I cannot seem to stop. I feel like I am inside telling myself to stop but I cannot. I never feel in control of myself. I want happiness for her and myself but don't know how to get there. I hate feeling so helpless to my own brain. Thanks for listening.
She is supportive but seems to be growing tired it all. She feels we have no future and most of not all of this is due to my constant tripping up as I try to become an actual functioning adult male in my mid 40s. I don't feel I am very mature as I still feel emotionally still 13 years old. I struggle to find a therapist I feel can address my concerns.
When I am being negative or going on too much about my feelings I cannot seem to stop. I feel like I am inside telling myself to stop but I cannot. I never feel in control of myself. I want happiness for her and myself but don't know how to get there. I hate feeling so helpless to my own brain. Thanks for listening.