Frustrated

[wolfbane]

What a frustrating session with my T today! After walking around like a zombie all week, I was itching to talk with him. No sound! It took 15 minutes of trying to correct the problem before we decided to talk over the phone. Then I rambled like an incoherent boob in between long stretches of silence. The only insight I came away from the session with was that I've isolated myself to stay away from the drugs and booze and risky sex for so long that I have no friends left. That's a good spot to end the 45-minutes. So I did what any self-respecting diva would do--sob silently in my chair for an hour, with no strategy to wipe away the sadness. Then it hit me. I ran down to the store for snacks. Nothing like a king size Milky Way for a little self-soothing, even if it ruined two weeks of going sugar-free. That lasted about as long as the candy bar. At least I stopped crying, but I kind of want to feel sorry for myself for a while longer.I was never allowed to do that growing up.

 

[Curiouspaints]

What a frustrating session with my T today! After walking around like a zombie all week, I was itching to talk with him. No sound! It took 15 minutes of trying to correct the problem before we decided to talk over the phone. Then I rambled like an incoherent boob in between long stretches of silence. The only insight I came away from the session with was that I've isolated myself to stay away from the drugs and booze and risky sex for so long that I have no friends left. That's a good spot to end the 45-minutes. So I did what any self-respecting diva would do--sob silently in my chair for an hour, with no strategy to wipe away the sadness. Then it hit me. I ran down to the store for snacks. Nothing like a king size Milky Way for a little self-soothing, even if it ruined two weeks of going sugar-free. That lasted about as long as the candy bar. At least I stopped crying, but I kind of want to feel sorry for myself for a while longer.I was never allowed to do that growing up.

Hands @wolfbane a 3 musketeers bar and a bag of skittles sugar free.

 

[wolfbane]

Hands @wolfbane a 3 musketeers bar and a bag of skittles sugar free.

Should have gone sugar free. My blood glucose reading rose 200 points with the candy bar.

 

[GaD3!]

Hopefully your next session will be a productive one. I wish I could give you some comfort. Take care.

 

[wolfbane]

Hopefully your next session will be a productive one. I wish I could give you some comfort. Take care.

It should be. Thanks for the thoughts.