forgotten nation

[deaddreamer]

this is the first time i am writing,well actualy i tried writing it all last week,but it was too much too soon and i lost myself in anger and broke my hand,i feel like an idiot for not seeking help sooner, sometimes ,it has been a week or two since i had the courage too type the words"male rape recovery" and i have discovered so much information that for the first time i realize that i am not losing my mind.it was so intense that i cried and cried and the tears are still coming.

the stories that i have read here has changed me they inspire me .the strength that shines through is a testament to the character of u all i see the rising of a forgotten nation, a new time for a new man,a new standard ,

this shit has gone on for far too long
i have been hurt for far too long
my child is hurting for the sins of another man
every one who ever claimed to love me got hurt by his sin.is that all he can do rape a open caring trusting boy that i trried to be is that the power he wants well what a ignorant piece of shit he is,

deaddreamer

rape my mind too make me blind
u better watchout i am going to hit u with the blindside

 

[The Dean]

I am happy you have been helped by reading the posts here. It is tragic that you life has been so impacted by the crime perpetrated on you.

This is a community of men who have suffered a lot in life. But we are no longer allowing anyone to think us inferior men. We are good, strong men and you are one of us, so you are good and strong too.

Bob

 

[Stephen_5]

Welcome, I'm glad that you found this place and sad that this place needs to exist in the first place. We are all here because of what happened to us. We help each other in dealing with all the problems that arise out of the abuse and the loss of innocense as a child.

The first step is the most difficult one.

Take good care of yourself,

Steve

 

[Joey G.]

Please let me welcome you, too. I am sorry you have had to suffer this way. But now, this can be a new beginning for you. We are here for you.

 

[Leosha]

I welcome you here, and I am sorry that your life has been so difficult, and that it continues to be due to what was done at you. I am sorry I can not reply more, sometimes posts get to be too much at me, especially anything at all with the 'r-word'. For some reason I still have difficulty with that one. I wish you good luck.

leosha

 

[Muldoon]

deaddreamer

It is good to see that you have found this place to help in your healing. There are so many of us that have waited too long to seek help. Now we are all helping each other to move forward.

Sorry to hear about your hand. Let me help you channel your anger in a positive way. I am working to put together a TV show about Healing from sexual abuse. It will be one hour long each month and we will have people from all over the English speeking world talking about this issue. I would love to have South Africa be part of this. PM me if you can help. Tom