First time doing something... afraid

First time doing something... afraid
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bountiful1

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I'm doing a job this coming few weeks that is very demanding and dificult. This is the first time I will be doing something just for me, and only the way I want it to be. I am so afraid. I have never in my life - that I can remember - done something just because I know it should be a certain way!

I'm afaraid that I will let everyone else take over - (fear - because I never did anything right yet in my life - according to my whole family. And because of my shyness, I've never even broached my worth in any other relationship. (in the past - workers have been abusive.) Now I am the one who this project is riding on. I am as Sonheim says - excited and scared. If I really trust myself - There is a tiny little part of me that knows I can do this. But - I don't know what that feels like. I am afraid... ???
 
Asher

There is a tiny little part of me that knows I can do this. But - I don't know what that feels like.
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Let me describe this feeling to you, "it's exactly the same as the feeling you're feeling"

It's a natural fear Asher, turn it into a strength.

Dave
 
Very well said Dave.

Asher, you have the power.

Bill
 
ASHER
Make this the begining of a new time in your life when you control the power. All your brothers here are standing at your side. Feel our power also.Tom
 
Ashr,

I think I can
I think I can
I think I can
I thiow I can
I thnow I can
I know I can
I know I can

Kind of cheesy I know, but F**k anyone that says you have never done anything right. I know better. You rule man. Do it to and do it right.

See ya on the red carpet!!!!

All my love
Brent.
 
THanks guys!

I am doing pretty well for myself! (worked 34 hous the first day!) slept 10!

I am doing what I need to do - and people are falling in line! (there are always a few who work a de-meaning the experiences of others! I wonder what kind of sickness that is!)... I put an end to one woman making comments about whos works she liked and whos she didn't like - in front of everyone! COW! i told her ther is no time for what she thinks - only what she feels and as a result what she can do to help. Otherwise she's history.

Big day Saturday! I feel pretty strong! They put me in thsi place - If they want me - I can just do it. The material is amazing and pertinent! My obligation is to that!

Thanks guys! little approving voices are new and so GREAT!

best,

Asher
 
ashr,

Sounds like it was going great. See you had the power all the time.

Any update? How'd it end up?

Bill
 
ASHR What can I say. You are making a difference to your inner self for the better and that says it all.
 
I think we become so accustomed to being afraid, and of thinking bad of ourselves, we do become afraid. Afraid of change, and afraid of success, maybe? Because we feel we do not deserve it. I hope that your job went well. I wish you good luck, always.

leosha
 
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