fighting with myself
Hi everyone today was a good day for me I saw my T today and told her about feeling sad being brought back to wear the sexual abuse happened.She said that yes I should feel sad for these instanses have been bottled up inside for years.I also was beating up on myself could have done something about it. T said ok what could you have done? I could have told someone. Well let's see you tried to tell your father you didn't have a Mom in your life and there was no family for 1500 miles. I realized that I was trapped in a corner and I did what alot of us here have done survive.But what was puzzeling me was after my perp left and he didn't return I felt that I missed him. Bill