Fighting with exploring BDSM and wanting to be used by multiple men
Gayornot
Registrant
I have not been with zBDSM but have been used in bath houses, at gay beaches and in adult video stores. I don’t know why I am so turned on by that. Yet I fight because it is not “normal”. When that desire hits it is a deep and raw desire that takes time to overcome but it is emotionally draining. When I have yielded when I was single I was like an animal in heat. Insatiable. Then I am spent and left to wonder why I wanted this as it is so at odds with the rest of my life. This is no disrespect to any of the LGBT community.