Feeling scared!

Feeling scared!
R

reality2k4

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I just wrote something about being little and stuff that scared me, but didnt bother posting it.
I called the post "the miniature me",

I was thinking along the lines of how hurt took over my life, and how, I am not given the means to get beyond my hurt.

It will happen one day, when I meet the right person who can deal with it, but its a long and hard road right now.

The last pdoc I saw, I told about the mountains I have climbed, and I keep seeing these mountains!
I know they get easier to climb, but sadly, I dont have the will to climb them.

I just wished they all knew that,

ste
 
Ste,

I think the feeling of being disempowered is a huge issue for all of us. I know I found it terribly daunting to work and work and only discover more things I had to do. And the more I learned about myself, the more it seemed I was learning about how weak and vulnerable I was.

You are right, the best way through the mess is with professional help and I really do think you will get that in the end. It's outrageous that you have been run in circles recently, but hang in there. I think we all have the "will to climb mountains" once we also see we have the tools.

Much love,
Larry
 
Ste - climbing mountains can make us breathless! Sometimes we just have to learn to walk around them!

I'm not sure what I'm saying there, but it sort of makes sense? Does it?

Best wishes ...Rik
 
ste, sometimes we are so intent on climbing that we climb right over the top and fall down the other side.we are so used to climbing that we cant stop . adam
 
I took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
'til the landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky -What is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changin'...ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
I don't know.....I don't know
 
Ste,

Looking back I rather like Rik's approach. Maybe we can walk around, or maybe we can climb part-way today and continue tomorrow. Or maybe we can wait until there are others who can join us.

Perhaps the common ground is in the idea that how we deal with the mountain is decided by us, not the mountain.

Much love,
Larry
 
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