Feeling overwhelmed

[reality2k4]

Sometimes I feel that way, and then I numb it out, like OK, its there another f*cking hill to climb, but guess if I numb it, then somhow it will go away.

Nah, it wont.
I am sick and tired of meeting docs who dont know what treatment I need and say just go and find yr own remedy.

They pass the buck because they dont have the funding to find a therapist, and all the time, I am thinking why f*ckin bother and just carry on limping.

What if I was naive, and not know what I know from this place?
I would have just freaked out by them saying just go and find yr way out.

I have to find how I got in, before I can find my way out.
I have to keep little ste safe, and not let him give up, he promised that,

ste

 

[jesse7]

Ste,

I'm so sorry. I can relate to the numbness. I've been numb most of my life. Only now am I beginning to feel and not be afraid to feel.

Like you, I have my problems like not being able to afford therapy which is why I have to resort to other alternative means of healing. I know though that we will get through this mess. It's not really a matter of hope--it's all a matter of time.

We're with you my friend.

Jesse

 

[akn]

Hey - we almost share the same birthday!! Ju st a few weeks off and the same age. Walking up hills? What else is there to do? How come you cannot afford therapy?

AKN

 

[roadrunner]

Ste,

If you establish a case for therapy I think the NHS has an obligation to provide it. Or am I wrong on this one? I am just speaking on the basis of my own experience in Oxfordshire.

Much love,
Larry