Fed up, but still working at it
My regards to anyone here, and I know there are some, who have chronic illness or pain. I am SO dam tired of this being sick. Yes, I am whining about it again, live with it! (kidding) How is it possible to deal with it all? I have been sleeping so much for me, and still never seems enough. Can't get over being sick for more then a few days at a time. Still have the coughing, and can't breathe half the times. Went to ER this morning because I could just not get air in at all, they give me different kind of medicine to go with the two millionth dam antibiotic i've been on. Have appointment with lung doctor next week, will maybe find something to get over being sick before it is another four months or such. It seems like I can't have energy to deal with anything else. Still with the panic and flashbacks, just scary as hell. Tired of it all, but I guess there is not choice but to keep working on it all.
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