Facing my fears
My abuser's name is Donny Hanie. I am telling the world what you did to me. Donnie,I was only 6 years old. How dare you do this to a little child of God. Donnie, you took me down into your basement and took my pants down. Donnie, you inserted your penis into my rectum. Do you imagine the pain you put me through; I was only 6 years old. Donnie, I can still feel it today. Donnie, you put me through hell. you raped me, a little 6 year old child.
You took me on the railroad and raped me there. Why did you push my head into the groung when I asked you to stop? Do you imagine the pain you put my little soul through. Donnie, till this day I can remember the vasoline in the jar. I can still smell the the strong smell of the weeds growing on the railroad. Everytime I go near that area or smell the strong smell of weeds, I remember the way you laid me on the ground and raped me. How dare you! You creep. You molester. You destroyer of life. Donnie, I remember Donnie,I remember you taking me down in your basement again. This time you didn't have any vasoline; you used soap. Do you know how much you hurt me. I can still remember you up behind me forcing your way into my body. I can remember the terilble pain. Donnie, you terrorized me. I remember being down the seashore with my family. What were you doing there? Were you my babysitter? Why did you take me into the ocean, up to my neck, and leave me there. Donnie you tried to kill me. I was an innocent, little, harmless child. Why did you leave me in the water to die? Donnie, I remember you taking me up on a ferris wheel. Donnie, I remember you shaking the cage and telling me you were going to throw me out. Donnie, I can still remember the fright you instilled in my soul. Donnie....why, oh God why? Donnie, I remember the next day. You tried to rape me in the back seat of my father's car. I locked the door before you could get in. I remember you had the keys. Everytime you turned the key on the door I pushed the lock down. I'll remember till the day I die how you shook the car door and laughed at me. I'll never forget that terrible laugher and the pulling at the car door. Donnie, you hurt me for life.
You took me on the railroad and raped me there. Why did you push my head into the groung when I asked you to stop? Do you imagine the pain you put my little soul through. Donnie, till this day I can remember the vasoline in the jar. I can still smell the the strong smell of the weeds growing on the railroad. Everytime I go near that area or smell the strong smell of weeds, I remember the way you laid me on the ground and raped me. How dare you! You creep. You molester. You destroyer of life. Donnie, I remember Donnie,I remember you taking me down in your basement again. This time you didn't have any vasoline; you used soap. Do you know how much you hurt me. I can still remember you up behind me forcing your way into my body. I can remember the terilble pain. Donnie, you terrorized me. I remember being down the seashore with my family. What were you doing there? Were you my babysitter? Why did you take me into the ocean, up to my neck, and leave me there. Donnie you tried to kill me. I was an innocent, little, harmless child. Why did you leave me in the water to die? Donnie, I remember you taking me up on a ferris wheel. Donnie, I remember you shaking the cage and telling me you were going to throw me out. Donnie, I can still remember the fright you instilled in my soul. Donnie....why, oh God why? Donnie, I remember the next day. You tried to rape me in the back seat of my father's car. I locked the door before you could get in. I remember you had the keys. Everytime you turned the key on the door I pushed the lock down. I'll remember till the day I die how you shook the car door and laughed at me. I'll never forget that terrible laugher and the pulling at the car door. Donnie, you hurt me for life.