Enough is enough

[TNuss]

This is a two part post. Sorry it is a bit long.
Thank you for reading and welcome insight from my brothers here at MS.

 

[bluesky]

Troy it's very brave of you to share your struggle here. I don't have advice other than to say that you are on the right track your desire to break the cycle is a big step in changing your behavior and actions.
For me I needed to get in to therapy and create a support group in order to get control and have control over my compulsive behavior. I was then able to see how my past and my present actions were truly hurting me and my relationships.
Wishing you hope and healing. Your future holes are a light in the present darkness.