donntk now
i want post, not want posts, not know whaht i am doingnow. fels like people nnot listenn of what i sayy, bbut if thhey do i cannt ssay what is hahpening in my hhead, not lknow, everything all messes uup, makeing ppeople madat me.. ppoepl ckeep asking me to do thinngs i cannt do, telingme to do thinkngs i cannt do, i cant say no at thhem, sccared oof having more mad t me. ffell likke litle kkid in torouble with adultlts, sccaredd.