Dj vu

[nltsaved]

Dj vu

I sit alone in this room in my head
Where death and despair keep me living on edge
It gets lonely being the only company
I keep
Intrinsically seeking freedom from the stink and decay from rotten yesterday's presence
Insomnias fragrance fills nights air as I stare at the these walls of fragmented pieces that form unwanted realities
until dawn arises I lie awake in a trance like state
Mind numbingly pacing the room in my head
Where death and despair keep me living on edge
Day after day I sit and I dread
Dj vu
~Nathan Tice 4/28/2015

 

[victor-victim]

i used to think it's all in my head.
i feel it's all in my heart instead.
i see illusions in my eyes
and i hear my ears tell lies.

you made me think and feel.
thank you for being real.

thank you for sharing.

 

[Bluedogone]

Thanks for sharing. It hit close to where I was not too very long ago.

For some reason (perhaps weird and inappropriate) it reminds me of the words of Marge Simpson who told Homer "Listen to your heart and not the voices in your head."

Sometime the voices in your head make it seem like you're in a whirlpool of despair with no way out. But they're only voices, and there is safe passage out. I don't want to visit there again.

 

[nltsaved]

It comes and goes and your both right on both fronts
Thanks for reading