Discombobulated

[sportinrucks]

So every day I wake up, I am in a daze, either worrying, stressing, tense, I used to not even want to go out of the house and the more I satayed in, the worse it got, every one who knows me knows that Im just not there I play it off as a joke like im chill on life or whatever but now i am extremely pissed.

Day in and day out I am doing some type of OCD thing, my mind is cluttered with thoughts, I am forgetting everything, just living a normal day to day life for me is a challenge. You'll catch me going into rooms, forgetting why Im there, going to the car over and over again late for everything and all I can think of doing is putting on an act like I don't care. I'm working on it but Im just so fucking frustrated.

 

[Muldoon]

It is never easey to deal with this shit but it does get better. Tom

 

[John Oarc]

Sounds a lot like what I have experienced in the past, and off and on presently. Confused as a goose. Testosterone levels can also play a part in this problem, I am not sure how old you are but it might be something to check into, just a shot trying to help.

The abuse playing around in the background had me doing the "I am okay" thing too, it felt like I was living a lie and after a while I believed it myself and forgot that I was secretly going crazy on the inside.

Thanks for the post,