Desire of maleness

[fmighell]

why am I wanting to ?

The desire for a younge man at college is growing and I can't let myself go and engage with him sexually, he is so fine, handsome
and man whats wrong, with me? I would be a slave for him, just to bring him to,,,
I'm still in the pleasing mood of submission and not worrying about myself.

I've recconized that it's a habit for me to be used as in the past. It feels normal for me with a guy.

Its like the song " I know what boys like and I know what men want "
Hey ScooterSCS, how wuold you like it if some guy wanted you to use him as you will?

When I was younger men had to pay me to have sex with me and but not if I wanted someone, I used the money to drink or drug, party and have sex. It got loney even with being with someone.

man o man what should I do?

fmighell Anc Ak

 

[michael Joseph]

Yesterday I was working out, and this tan young man walked around the corner. And I am this 38 year old married man. It is hard for me too. Then I realize I could have a 20 year old son. Even if I wanted to do something I coulden't.

 

[sonny upside down]

I see people I'm attracted to all the time, yet I'm terrified of making the first move. I'm only 22, but I'm attracted to teenagers, as well as older people. I'm terified of becoming an abuse sometime in the future.

 

I sure wish I knew how to make the first move, or, more precisely, to feel more comfortable about myself to risk it. Why is it that, when I imagine flirting, the fantasy always ends in rejection? Why is it so hard to picture a positive outcome? I also wonder about how best to project myself so that another guy would consider making a first move on me! That would be great, a real affirmation of my worth and desirability!

 

[michael Joseph]

I want to know how I can get my needs met w/o hurting my wife. What are my boundries with men going to be.