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Tryingtolive
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hey trying tolive !
everything you said is familiar to me , i feel diffrent from evrybody eles i want to be with someone but most of the time ilook cold and unloving... i cant seem to get enough distance , very few ppl that i feel comfortable with , but i pushed them away no wonder i hate my self , atleast when i push them away they wont hate me like i hate my self ...
everything you said is familiar to me , i feel diffrent from evrybody eles i want to be with someone but most of the time ilook cold and unloving... i cant seem to get enough distance , very few ppl that i feel comfortable with , but i pushed them away no wonder i hate my self , atleast when i push them away they wont hate me like i hate my self ...
unhappycamper
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Guys:
Been there, felt that. Still am, still do. When I was a kid, I wondered if I was real or some kind of artificial being that went wrong. I can't say I've ever hated myself, but I've been fed up with me for a LONG time!
Just think of the weirdness as another symptom, another kind of pain--not an identity. Peace!
John
Been there, felt that. Still am, still do. When I was a kid, I wondered if I was real or some kind of artificial being that went wrong. I can't say I've ever hated myself, but I've been fed up with me for a LONG time!
Just think of the weirdness as another symptom, another kind of pain--not an identity. Peace!
John
