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You have to separate the emotional from the physical response I came to learn. Our bodies react and we cannot control. The abuser knew this and at least for me, made me believe I was enjoying it. That is where that part of me fragmented, the child who felt special to the abuser. The rest of me saw nothing good in what he did or how I reacted. I had to bring the parts together and it allowed me to realize I was left with the whole me, and not a negative and positive me. The part that felt good about the abuse and abuser just wanted to be part of me. I would not allow him in until now.
I hope this helps, or it may sound a bit circular.
Kevin
I hope this helps, or it may sound a bit circular.
Kevin
