Countering Self-Criticism - with Love
I read 1 John 3: 18-24 this morning as a part of my daily reading. This is so pertinent to where I’ve been the last couple of weeks. The last two weeks my T and I have talked about my younger teen / early 20’s self. And I’ve expressed plenty of anger both in and at (as my adult self) that kid. We are working thru that, trying to give him a voice and find empathy and compassion for him. I found that sad, lonely, angry, and depressing feelings are readily accessible when opening myself up to what that teen kid felt. And I was down and depressed for several days.
Then… I talked to my good friend, the one I met when I was 18. The one who, along with his wife, showed me unconditional love, affection, and a place to belong. I had messaged him what I was feeling earlier in the week. He told me he was surprised that I said I look back at that teen self with anger and a desire to ignore him. He said, “Because I knew that kid. And I loved, forgave, and had compassion towards him.” I said, “I know… you did.” And I talked a bit more about why I felt like I did.
When we were done talking, those feelings of depression and sadness just fell off me completely. I realized just how significant those friends are to me - especially to that 18 - 20-something kid / young man. So while the scripture below is true about God’s love directly for us, it also explains why John goes to such lengths to encourage us to love each other in the same way. You and I really do have the ability to rescue those in need, by loving them in this way. But for many of us here, we may first have to receive that kind of love to be able to then share it back. And that’s one of my most frequent prayers - that those who come here would get to experience that kind of love - that frees us from “debilitating self-criticism” and from “our worried hearts.” Those who are able to love and have shown it to me - thank you too! May we always strive to pass it on to others.
1 John 3 (The Message)
18-20 My dear children, let’s not just talk about love; let’s practice real love. This is the only way we’ll know we’re living truly, living in God’s reality. It’s also the way to shut down debilitating self-criticism, even when there is something to it. For God is greater than our worried hearts and knows more about us than we do ourselves.
21-24 And friends, once that’s taken care of and we’re no longer accusing or condemning ourselves, we’re bold and free before God! We’re able to stretch our hands out and receive what we asked for because we’re doing what he said, doing what pleases him. Again, this is God’s command: to believe in his personally named Son, Jesus Christ. He told us to love each other, in line with the original command. As we keep his commands, we live deeply and surely in him, and he lives in us. And this is how we experience his deep and abiding presence in us: by the Spirit he gave us.
Then… I talked to my good friend, the one I met when I was 18. The one who, along with his wife, showed me unconditional love, affection, and a place to belong. I had messaged him what I was feeling earlier in the week. He told me he was surprised that I said I look back at that teen self with anger and a desire to ignore him. He said, “Because I knew that kid. And I loved, forgave, and had compassion towards him.” I said, “I know… you did.” And I talked a bit more about why I felt like I did.
When we were done talking, those feelings of depression and sadness just fell off me completely. I realized just how significant those friends are to me - especially to that 18 - 20-something kid / young man. So while the scripture below is true about God’s love directly for us, it also explains why John goes to such lengths to encourage us to love each other in the same way. You and I really do have the ability to rescue those in need, by loving them in this way. But for many of us here, we may first have to receive that kind of love to be able to then share it back. And that’s one of my most frequent prayers - that those who come here would get to experience that kind of love - that frees us from “debilitating self-criticism” and from “our worried hearts.” Those who are able to love and have shown it to me - thank you too! May we always strive to pass it on to others.
1 John 3 (The Message)
18-20 My dear children, let’s not just talk about love; let’s practice real love. This is the only way we’ll know we’re living truly, living in God’s reality. It’s also the way to shut down debilitating self-criticism, even when there is something to it. For God is greater than our worried hearts and knows more about us than we do ourselves.
21-24 And friends, once that’s taken care of and we’re no longer accusing or condemning ourselves, we’re bold and free before God! We’re able to stretch our hands out and receive what we asked for because we’re doing what he said, doing what pleases him. Again, this is God’s command: to believe in his personally named Son, Jesus Christ. He told us to love each other, in line with the original command. As we keep his commands, we live deeply and surely in him, and he lives in us. And this is how we experience his deep and abiding presence in us: by the Spirit he gave us.