coolness

[markgreyblue]

the day - 'she was a long one'

i'm grounded - i feel good - and strong -

and also aware -

i wish i could share each detail - as if to

just relay - how great it was -

i am not saying it was constant - "excitement"

- the end of it -

just is good -

i was spent - after being with someone -

who sapped me of energy -

i talked with a 'mate' who said -
some do that -

and then - lessons - be it all -

got some great pointers on taking agression in a really responsible way from lesbians

talk about honourable -

i met a super couple - from Oshawa -

lesbians - super -

my 6th grade teacher was a lesbian - and ethically awesome -
---

so great

---

now i then knew -

the softball teams - gay male -

were there -

so much laughter and rough housing -

it's funny - the contrast between these masculine body's

and the odd feminine reaction -

i think - to explain to someone who said

western men think they are women -

it's not that -

i think it's a matter of being able to poke fun at yourself -

the history of gay men in the west has to do with

femininity - as the icon of gay male ness - which coudln't be fruther from the truth -

gay male ness comes in so many forms -

from military to artist -

but - to make fun of ourselves - when we exhibit an attraction or a mannerism that is

'fabulous' we laugh at it all - !

anwyays -

there are some unfortunately who HIDE in this charicature - and that is sad

as it is a consequence of not feeling safe in

being gay -

that in the west is starting to fade --

with integration -

anyways -

i saw - a softball player -

and fuck it -

instead of wishing - i said -

i want to meet him and did -

----

i got a number!!!!!

MGB

 

[roadrunner]

Mark,

I'm glad you had a good day. And way to go with the new friend! I hope your meeting with him goes well.

Much love,
Larry

 

[markgreyblue]

thanks -

I really can't wait -

half french - half anglo -

kind of looks like a short scruffy viking -

with a touch of Queen (lol)

- very tough though.

if anything a friend potentially -

he said - straight up - i want to hear from
you but - i just started to kind of see someone

- he said - but he's not committed - since it's like a second date -

that's honest - a good sign -

- M