Confusion

Confusion

Tryingtolive

Registrant
Confusion
How do I continue to go on?
With out picking apart my past.
No one knowing
I do no showing.
This person I've become
Taunted by my past.
A fool I've become.
A Clown to the outside world.
Deep pains I hold on the inside.
Mind never here.
Physically Iam.
Mentally some place else.
Confused.
Stuck.
No place to go.
No story to tell.
Just a dream I have.
To one day be free
From this hell.

Left in confusion
Pondering life.
Will it make sense?
Will it ever?
Will it matter?

Confusion sucks when u might have the answer
But fear that' it's wrong.
Like CSA
I thought it was right.
But it was wrong.
Left in confusion
Life doesn't make sense
I'm here searching for a right
But Feeling wrong doing so.
Not saying anything
Just some Confusion
 
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