confused

[lee75]

i dont understand why im attracted to women when im drunk. i like guys when im sober and im really not interested in women when sober. i really tried to prove my manhood in highschool and beyond, bedding as many women as is could. i have always liked looking at men and when i masterbated i was thinking of men. what i dont get is when im really drunk im attracted to women. i just dont know what is going on inside my head?
anyone have any guesses or explanatios for this kind of behaviour?
lee