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Hey Guys,

Had my first "real" T session yesterday, since the first one was a consultation.

Now I know I am committed to this path (or maybe I should just be committed :D ).

Because I will be going back, even though yesterday was extremely painful. We did a time line of my life from 2-17. And not only was relating all of the abuse (not just the SA) so horrendous, but the realization that all memories but one (a week at a summer camp) were about pain, suffering and degradation.

My T said this is why I hate having to go through this. Becuase having lived through abuse as a child, I now have to live through it again to heal. And "pay big bucks" (her words) for the privilege of recovering.

But it's time to do it. I'm damned well determined to get my life back!

Peace,

Marc
 
Go for it Marc

I did and have found some pleasent surprises, even though I do 'kick' against reality sometimes.

I wish you well

Archnut :cool:
"And All that was left was hope"
 
Marc,

Reality sucks, but therapry is debreeding for the soul. You have to scour out the burned parts of your mind and soul in order to heal them.

And yes, the fact that you're paying for the privelege is kinda strange, but it's money well spent, I think.

But being committed to this will keep you from being committed in another sense. :p :D

You'll be fine, my brother.

Peace and love,

Scot
 
Marc,

I'm damned well determined to get my life back!
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Damn, right. Good for you!

The wounds run deep and are full of debris and infection. Some serious scrubbing needed to cleanse the wound and allow it to heal.

Take care,
Bill
 
Marc,

I don't know how to do that little quote thingy like Bill did but that's what I feel too.

You deserve to get your life back, we all do!

Take good care of yourself my friend,

Steve
 
Marc,

Therapy for me has been a real roller coaster, but generally the results are wonderful.

I think it's terrific when someone makes a decision to get their lives moving in some sort of positive direction and I wish you the best in your recovery.

Peace,
Scotty
 
Marc,
Congrats on finding a T. I am happy that you are commited to healing. Through the pain, remember that you will get through it and the strong man you are is going to come to the surface.
I am proud of you, my brother! :D
Casey
 
Marc - I'm so pleased that you have taken this step!

Work at it....work through it & come out the other side.... check yourself in the mirror for that first 'real smile' - it's a beautiful sight!

Strength & best wishes ...Rik
 
Now I know I am committed to this path (or maybe I should just be committed ).
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Ummmm, either is a good choice. The crayons are non toxic now so you can eat them. Plus, they have so many pretty new colors too. If you do eat them, you poop rainbows. :D


That's great news Marc. I am proud of you. Keep up the good work.
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Congratulations, Marc. You're taking control of your life's direction. Therapy isn't easy (unless you don't need it, I suppose) but it's worthwhile for me. Who knows where I'd be by now and what colors I'd be pooping! :D

Thanks,

Joe
 
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