Hey Toad
I'm sorry but old pictures are on the internet. I have found pictures of me. What I can say is that the pictures in the boy magazines were not of the quality of my other pictures that I have seen. Over the 15 years I was in the game I figure there were at least 17,000 pictures and movies taken of me. When I got out of the USAF I took some pictures that were taken of me by my friend's sister. Maybe a 50 in all. These were photographs taken in the '60s and they were all quality photos. I had hidden them in my duffel bag under all my military shit. So the first time I went and took them our was in 2012. There were some really bad scenes but scanned them in and destroyed the original prints. There are also vintage sites also. My T told me to stop searching for my pictures mainly because it's not worth the consequences of being on such sites. I told him that I never pay to go onto any pornographic site but he said to stop and so I did. So I think that it's irresponsible for someone in the business of going through pictures to see if they can find kids or pedos. I'm sure that the photographs and videos outpace what was taken of me when I was in the game. Mainly because of equipment being so cheap and so easy to take a couple of hundred photos a day. or multiple videos. There are no delays in processing these photos and videos.
Photos taken of me by my friend's sister were mostly B&W. She developed those pictures in her basement lab. If she took color photos, that had to be taken care of by underground laboratories who did that kind of developing. I don't think that I have to mention who that underground was. the mafia was in control of all the gay bars in NYC and other places. But I lived in the west village and that place was a photographer's dream place to take any type of photo or movie they wanted. There was even a doctor that would fix us kids up if we had problems.
I'm sure that all the pictures taken of me are someplace on the internet. I even came across a photo of me by a naked weigh-in. So even photos that were taken in a non-abusive setting were posted online. At that time there were weight categories in the sport I was in and taking off a few pounds might just put me into a lower weight category. Is it a bad photo? no, all it does is show a naked kid being weighed. The environment was kids, fathers, judges, etc. If there are still naked weigh-ins done today their probably done in a locker room and not in the corner of the main match room.
From the photos and movies that were taken of me from which I have some photos from back then and the ones I will never forget and which I don't want them associated with me at all. There is no sense of me wanting to have my photos attached to me. I'm sure the person who was the most involved with me is not on this planet anymore. I don't want those photos and movies should stir up trouble for others or me. It was a very sensitive period of time where adults died and kids disappeared. I have no reason to open that pandora's box. Besides, I'm sure that people involved in going through millions of photos and movies/videos have come across some of my pictures. I'm also sure that law enforcement has seen photos and the movies I was in when I was 14-15. There were 5 of these movie houses, on Long Island, run by people who had no problem killing kids or killing in general.
We have to remember that there is a market for any type of child porn. I know that snuff movies were made in my time (I was in one of them) and I'm sure that still exists today.