checking out - sort of

checking out - sort of
M

markgreyblue

Registrant
i find that people ever dissapoint me -

and i can't say why that is totally

i think it has to do with my tolerance level

for certain things -

and the nature of how i like to live - and see

things - on a account of being alone for so many years -

i am searching out work and such that i can do - and am very good at - but in essence -

the greater story here is relations

i find i am far too simple - and incapable of
relationships -

we each have our own way of seeing stuff -

and some can navigate the differences for having a good family -

for having years of practice -

for having a developed tolerance for

these differences -


and ways of seeing -

i like different aesthetics - they don't scare me

in fact i might say

oh that's neat -

but ... not for me - ... but it's neat -

i find that i am happiest when i am loving creatures - and places -

and though lonely

oh i wish it were easier -

i don't want to be something or

just tired - and sad

m
 
i want others to be themselves -

but i find that there's a real breakdown sometimes

between their imags of how i shuld be

i am not a mentalist -

and you do not have opera 'libretto' across your forehead -

m
 
hi - i looked for a buddy online

- and maybe spilling my angst about this stuff
is helping me get clear on how to deal

with all this stuff.

i felt good -

and then searched out this image.

:) hi.
 
well buddy you are a true friend

keep searching for happiness and joy

I hope you are blessed with things you need.

Love MJ
 
Mark,

I can only wish you all the best as you look for people to welcome into the various aspects of your life. You have so much to offer, my friend, and whoever discovers the opportunity to be with you will be a very lucky guy indeed.

Much love,
Larry
 
thanks gents...

I am back IN TORONTO!!!!!!

woooohoooooooooooooooo!!!!

I love TO!
 
the moose is great

you are a good person and i hope you have someone to help you through this. with a nod to something you said to me in another post - i hear you.

things will get better, i have faith.
 
thanks cao
 
Mark,

Glad you're back home and on familiar ground again!

Much love,
Larry
 
thank you larry!
 
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