Carried you with me today

  • Thread starter Thread starter-
  • Start date Start date
Carried you with me today

This may sound a little silly and corny, but here goes.

As I drove to work today (after two very bad days), I felt a very warm feeling the whole way. Didn't identify it at first.

By the time I got to work I knew what it was. I was feeling loved. For the first time when I was far away from this board, I felt loved. By you.

Instead of my usual depressing drive where I feel alone and say to myself "No one wants you", I was able to have that.

And I carried you with me all day. Even when my pdoc let me down. And had the most peaceful day that I can remember. Because of your love and caring.

Gotta stop. Makes me cry.

Marc
 
Marc - I carry the people here around with me everyday! I have visual images that I put to some of the names - it's based upon the posts/responses that they make, the icons that they choose, the style of their writing - I bet we could have a real laugh about it if we could all draw & post those impressions here, then compare the reality to photographs that we could upload (god wouldn't that be a day when we all dared to do that).

Marc - I can smile in my darkest moments when I think of this site for various reasons. I know that I have been helped here & from PMs, I know that I have reciprocated. Crying to me is much better than not feeling - I cry as a release & sometimes with laughing (that's big).

Love yourself & be loved....Rik
 
Marc,
I also carry this board with me to work. Just knowing I have all of you guys here to talk to helps me keep going, even when I want to stay hidden from the world!

Casey
 
Wow Marc! that is really kind of you and boy is it the truth!

When I'm away from the board and something happens, I always ask myself what you guys would say and I feel better. Also, if someone starts to bug me I just picture everyone standing behind me ready to kick ass.

I'm glad to be here for you Marc, and I'm glad you are there for me.
 
So Cal Marc,

Thanks brother!

I've got to say the same. Everytime I'm feeling down I know there's people like you as well as others that are going through the same or worse than I am. To know that you're not giving up gives me strength.

I kind of feel that all of us are helping to carry the load for each other. Considering how alone I felt for the past year, I'm glad to know that I can call you guys brothers.

Thanks So Cal Marc.
Take it easy,
Fusion

Oh yeah, by the way I've now gone 8 full days without a panic/anxiety attack. Last night was the first time I was able to sit around a friend of mine that I met after the sa and didn't feel nervous.
 
Marc,

:D

A good feeling, isn't it?

That it's true, that's icing on the cake.

I'm with you, my dear brother.

Peace and love,

Scot
 
Marc,

You are wanted and you are loved and you do belong.

penguin ya,
Bill
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top