Brothers....my 30th post
Greetings, Gentle-men,
My brothers, I just want you to know that I am happy to call you that...my brothers. It should be difficult. My brother was one of my perps....but you have been the kind of brothers I wanted: supportive, strong, kind. My brother died when I was 12 and I mourn his death still. I know that he must have been abused himself (and I think I know where and by whom) to have learned the nasty things he did to me. I am sad that he had such a short and unhappy life. I just wish he hadn't needed to spread that unhappiness to me as well. We had our good times too. He wasn't a monster. He was a troubled human being. I miss him and sometimes wish he were still alive so I could ask him why, so I could heal with him, so I can kick the living sh*t out of him and then buy him a beer. I have been without a brother for a long time.
It's nice to have a lot more now. Thanks!
Philip
My brothers, I just want you to know that I am happy to call you that...my brothers. It should be difficult. My brother was one of my perps....but you have been the kind of brothers I wanted: supportive, strong, kind. My brother died when I was 12 and I mourn his death still. I know that he must have been abused himself (and I think I know where and by whom) to have learned the nasty things he did to me. I am sad that he had such a short and unhappy life. I just wish he hadn't needed to spread that unhappiness to me as well. We had our good times too. He wasn't a monster. He was a troubled human being. I miss him and sometimes wish he were still alive so I could ask him why, so I could heal with him, so I can kick the living sh*t out of him and then buy him a beer. I have been without a brother for a long time.
It's nice to have a lot more now. Thanks!
Philip