big truths can be hard to walk with

big truths can be hard to walk with
M

markgreyblue

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i feel like i have a knowledge of myself -

in a way sometimes - i wish i didn't

it can be heavy - and isolating - in magnitude -

and yet - i know we are all taking care of our lives -

i think of my friends - who make my life worth it -

and i think of the people - who i see - shouting out to their pain at the intersection of traffic

as people cross peaceably by -

i know i am flawed

i know what i would need - the peace in a relationship -

and yet - knowing - i take up that mantle of
taking care of my life - from here - till the

eventual - sad and serious -

i cannot change in essence - my need -

i turn to appreciation to lighten the load -

it makes me feel good -

and yet serious - quiet - just wanting to live

in that not knowing -

the fabulous is nothing -

i am not that - i am not - distracting me from

what i really need - a roof - a savings -

and food -

good moments rule!

i see this laughing happy chatting people -

i cannot wait for the life - of talking after dinner about nothing at all -

a hug a kiss - washing up and rushing to bed -

to get warm - in the covers - and just

snuggles - kissing - reading - and

'i can't wait till our vacation in ...' that fun spot -

with us two -

maybe more -

the rollercoaster together -

taking care - of our lives -

and each other -

the basics - and maybe sometimes - extra stuff!

a special surprise for my honey - cause he likes that - flowers -

or a favorite thing -

anyway - i am here - it is intense -

my apartment is not empty - because of the memory

and history of my good friends now -

i love and value you -

thanks

mark

peace -
 
mark that was nice, you are great you know

too bad tornoto is not closer to windsor I would

visit more often
 
we can visit here everyday!

m
 
it's funny - and i think this part:

"i turn to appreciation to lighten the load -

it makes me feel good - "

i think is the importance of art -
entertainment -

mmm? that's why i love musicals - they still celebrate!
 
ok we can visit here it is cheaper than bus fare
 
yeah -
 
but bus fare would be worth it to see a friend

mark you are worth much more than a round trip ticket to toronto, hugs
 
Michael -

You're like butter.
 
hehehehe
 
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