Leo, I know how hard this is but please try to remain in the present, I know it is hard, but you can do it you are strong enough to suvive this, just as you have survived everything else. It is scary knowing this, and I realize that, but try to remember that right now you are surrounded by people who care and will not hurt you, you have been hurt so badly and do not deserve any of it, I am so very sorry about what has happened to you, but I also know that as long as you fight on, for yourself and for those you care about, you can and will survive this all and move on. I know right now you are scared, and upset, and I hope you are a little angry about it, but believe this buddy, you are strong enough to survive this, and you will, so keep fighting, and keep remembering there are people out there who realy care for you and won't hurt you. You are safe now buddy, and you will be safe, just take care of yourself, and it will eventually work out for the best, I promise you my friend it will be okay, maybe not right now, but it will be.
Peace,
Fly,
aka. Scott