art and consciousness

[markgreyblue]

i have been i think pretty judgmental in the past

but i suppose in a lot of respects

it's where my mind went - owing to the

input - as a kid - and growing up -

i kind of escaped into philosophy

that being said also

- the negativities - that would come about - would be at odds - with my safety zone -

internal and external - this is vague to me - but i hope it is somewhat communicated in this -
so that somebody understands -

but i think now - as i heal - and come to a better understanding and AWARENEESS -

I kind of see that - I want to make my life -

not only about art or creating art - but also
about -

i think consciousness in a big term almost and a theme -

i just want my life - to be about -

awareness - and like healthy stuff -

for me - myself - and also for my relationships and society i live in.

i kind of feel like i sound like a beauty pagent contestant -
but i kind of want - my life to have - a guiding theme - or some kind of motto - or mission statement -

i used to get so lost - i don't feel that way - anymore -

i want my life to be about healing -

and furthering good stuff and keeping it going.

 

[roadrunner]

Mark,

It sounds like you are getting out of art what I get out of music and poetry. Both I appreciate as aesthetic forms, but as they come alive for me they make me so much more aware of who I am and what I can do.

Kind of like a bonus.

Much love,
Larry

 

[markgreyblue]

thx larry!

 

[watstobe]

I think it is awesome to live life as you describe. I believe there is a purpose, a reason we are here. It sounds like you are finding out just what that purpose is and plan on living life to its fullest. I think that is really awesome!

 

[markgreyblue]

thanks eddie -