apology

apology
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markgreyblue

Registrant
i feel i owe a lot of people here on the site a lot of recognition -

and maybe just a telling that

when i loose a sense of self -

after a lot of dissapointment - in others around

- the ones who say - even when trying to do a good job for them (I refer to a person here in Toronto - I find my view goes to a nihiistic state)

my whole reason for working was an earnest concern and now this person - here -

nullified my efforts though I was helping him too -

it's a shame - and now I know I have withdrawn my help -

and the only thing I am concerned with is that my anger that may upset the people that matter to me -

I have spent this afternoon very angry - and it
redelivered other inconsistencies and non - defined life issues into me
thinking life is pointless - and ugly ideas - "people suck" etc..

and this craziness was brought on - by a jerk -

of a person - who I will not validate any further by letting him upset my life -

or the way i deal with myself - or my buddies -

keep well all -

It's not been easy today -

but I am relaxing now - and know

The bad guys will not stop me from caring about

my friends or my life.

Mark
 
"The bad guys will not stop me from caring about my friends or my life."
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I think that comes very close to being a perfect definition of "sanity". God Bless, mgb.
(Wish us a "happy 4th" here, south of the border.
Love, etc.,
 
thanks gk
 
thanks for the jam george -

NC :)
 
he he ;)
 
Mark,

There will always be people in our lives who will distort the facts and seek to manipulate us emotionally to feed their own needs at the expense of our own. I see no shame or fault in walking away from them...at a fast trot!!!!

Much love,
Larry
 
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