hi eric,
welcome to this page. As far as I am concerned to speak your truth is all any of us can do. When I saw the title of your new page this morning I went to look for your last post to re-read it, and was confused to not see it there. I cannot at this moment remember what you said (age?). WhaI i do remember is Ihat I was moved to respond to it but was too tired at that moment. So now I apologize.
------------------- be gentle with yourself
---------------------------- RJD