anxiety filled dream.

[Tryingtolive]

I just woke from a dream.
I was crying.
In the dream.
There was a party
A Childhood father figure was there.
Who looked after me
When I was younger.
I wanted to tell my story but couldn’t.
I just kept crying.
When I was alone my family kept coming between us.
Making sure I didn’t tell.
And everyone that didn’t know my story.
Didn’t know in the dream.
The ones that did know in the dream.
Know in my current life now.
I couldn’t stop crying.
Also during the dream I was drinking alcohol.
I didn’t drink much. But appearently I was drunk and people in the dream knew I was.
I ended up not being able to tell.
I remember flipping out.
Causing a scene but couldn’t get the words out.
And I remember feeling horrible and mad.
And that’s how I woke up with these feelings of anger. Frustration.
Panic. Upset. Just tired.

I know this dream has to mean something.
What’s everyone’s input on this. Should I be worried